It's funny how excited I can get over little decisions that are good ones...
Today my lunch was a boxed lunch that was provided for me where I was working. You never know what it might be...sandwich, chips, apple, & cookie or sandwich, pasta salad, banana, & cookie...it can be a toss up. But today...salad! Salad, Italian bread, & cookie (there's always a cookie!)...a snickerdoodle cookie...one of my very favorite cookies...
I opened the box...took the cookie out...laid it on the table...and walked away. Score one for me! I left the cookie and went to a different table to eat my lunch. That snickerdoodle cookie was not something that was going to help me get closer to my goal, even if it might be melt-in-my-mouth scrumptious.
I had nice greens with a boiled egg, turkey, ham, really good cucumbers, and tomato! I dipped my fork in my ranch dressing, and I ate the 3 little (I'm not exaggerating--they were little!) pieces of bread slowly. The bread was delicious, with some sort of garlic seasoning, and I almost accepted another serving when someone offered it. (What the heck was I thinking?!) But before I took it, I thought about it and changed my mind. I didn't need it. I didn't want it. I had a choice, and I made a good one!
This might be something to get more than just a little excited about. I actually thought about my decisions...in the past I would have had only a passing thought like, "I shouldn't have that extra bread," but I would have taken it anyway. With the cookie, I might have thought I would only eat half, but while it was in front of me, I would have finished the whole thing off! Without thinking!!
These decisions today might be little things, but they are little steps in the right direction. I know some of you who read this might also be working on a goal of your own...remember to celebrate the small successes!
2 comments:
I'm so proud of you, Corrine! I'm here to help you in any way I can. Keep looking forward ... don't feed the past.
"Being" in the present and focusing on the here and now is so important. It is amazing how much of our power and control we give to food. Keep up the great choices!
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